Change is what I know that is happening around me.
As I look through photo albums, pictures, blog posts... I can see and realise the changes.
Primary school friends, secondary friends changes are suprising. Hehe..
However, I feel like im not changing. Is it a good thing?
I'm not sure.. anyone can answer this?

Looking at my old photos, I used to be fashionable thanks to my mum.
Now, im the total opposite. I used to be skinny, and im the total opposite again.
I don't know why, but i feel like crying while typing. Bleahh~

Sometimes I don't want to change cause im afraid of the outcome.
However, I want to change cause I don't want to feel left out.

I feel like im a failure, but not in academic, in life.
Those around my age have a huge circle of friends, not afraid of meeting up, experiencing something new almost every day/week/month?
But me, what am I doing? Sitting at home, rotting, rarely go out.
I don't even have working experience.
Yeah, pathetic alright.

I feel like some friends are getting further away.
I don't want any changes in friendships. Somehow, it scares me thinking im all alone without friends.

To my friends, thank you for always accompanying me and make me feel loved. ^^

I don't know why im emotional today.