Ok.

I'm not in good shape.

Im lost.

I shouldn't be hoping.. I know.

But.. ><

:l

I wish you knew.

because ...

I can't bring myself forward to tell you.

......

Somehow I am uhh grateful?

Thanks to what is happening to me right now.

I am taking note of the meaning of some songs im listening to.

The lyricss ~~~

Ok. Ignore me. xD

......

As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting.

waiting for what you might ask..

I shall answer...

Find it out yourself.