Current state : Not good at all

Truthfully, I have no idea what is happening. going to happen.

Totally clueless..

Feeling helpless,clueless, and all sorts.

mixed feelings.

Broke down just now...

I need to get a grip of myself. breaking down over stuff that I can manage.

What kind of a friend am I?

Not being there for them when they need someone..

But them being there for me when I need someone..

Whatever I typed above just came to my mind.

It might make any sense to any of you.. so don't bother about it.